It hurts
This pain is unbearable. I thought I could do it without crying or being bothered but it just hurts. You know that pain you feel in your heart as if someone’s dropping your heart 100 floors in an elevator? That’s the pain I keep feeling. What hurts even more is that you don’t seem bothered at all, it’s either you finally got what you wanted ( a way out) or its as if it was all a joke to you.









